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Danger. Censorship. Throwback.

I never actually planned on posting anything today. I’ve been in a very weird creative rut in the past few weeks? Months even? I think part of the reason why I find it so hard is cause the blogging industry has changed significantly since I stated over a decade ago. Most people concentrate on video content on TikTok. Short video content is much easier if you want to save on the brain power. I get it. I tend to doom scroll TikTok instead of reading blogs, articles or even books. Something I should probably change.

Same goes with writing. Even if mentally my brain still feels like it’s stuck in the survival mode. Could this be made my the pandemic? Possibly. My anxiety definitely became worse. It feels like social anxiety at times. As much as I has always been an introvert social scenarios never scared but now these can feel dangerous at times. But all we can do is continue living right? My way of “dealing” with it trying to get back to content creation, show all of the past outfits, photos and collabs. No matter how old. There might be changes to photos. Like this.

The censorship is done on purpose. I don’t want to give a platform to an artist who I don’t look up to nor agree with. You most have heard about it, so I won’t go into the details. But still. I liked those photos. Might even go back to this hair style. I’ve been itching a change. And a change is definitely needed. No matter how small.

Have an amazing day. Pet an animal. Have a coffee. Go outside. touch some grass. Try to live.

Photography: Rachel

Cardigan – Disturbia // Mesh top – Weekday // Jeans – Killstar // Shoes – TUK // Crystal Necklace – Regal Rose